Thursday, September 6, 2012



The happiest time of my life, was when I had my children. I have three kids; my first child is a girl she was born on January 1, 1990. I remember sitting over her father’s house, the New Year was just about to come in it was 11:58 pm, when all of a sudden, the pain hit me I couldn’t wait as soon as the ball fell and we all shouted “Happy New Year,” I ran to the bathroom and I saw the mucus cord, I knew at that moment it was time for me to call the paramedics. When I arrived at the hospital and I was placed into the birthing room, it seem as if she knew when to push just as I had taken off my clothes and placed my robe on, and hoped up on the bed my water broke; The doctors knew that they were possibly going to give me a C-Section, however they decided to give me an x-ray instead, They wanted to see if I would be able to deliver the right way; To no prevail, she didn’t want to come that way, she wanted to make a grand entry into the world, she wanted to come out fighting, kicking and shouting “Happy New Years,” to the world! She was so special to me I truly believe that God placed her in my arms on that day to bless me for being such a wonderful child to him; I was so happy and relieved, now that I’m not walking around carrying that heavy belly anymore, weighing me down.

 Then I had my second child came, seven years later this time it was a boy; He was born on April 8, 1997, he was a special child as well he was born on Easter; I remember the day I was about to have him because me and my sister was shopping that day, we were just about to return home when she decided that she wanted something to eat, so we drove up to Kentucky fried chicken, she started ordering her food when all of a sudden I started getting nauseated, I knew something was wrong this wasn’t the ordinarily sickness I was getting pains I was sure that it was because I needed to eat something , but nope it was time , time to have the baby, by this time it is 9:30pm, still I didn’t go to the hospital I was sure it would pass, by 11:30 I was saying nope it’s time I need to call the ambulance. The ambulance come we get to the hospital, it seemed like hours getting there and days waiting for this baby to come to the world and finish driving me crazy, cause by the time I delivered believe me he was driving me crazy; Finally, my little bundle of joy (for now, LOL) was here and ready to make his name known all over the world he just didn’t know his mom was a traveling woman.

Finally, I had my last, but lovely daughter the following year after my son was born. I remember when she was born because the day before I had her I was sitting over my sister’s house and we were all sitting at the table eating crabs and shrimps, fish we were having a fish fry that day; later that day I started getting blotting I was sure I had to go to the bathroom, however that was not the truth, so I decided that I was going to make myself go to the bathroom so I drove to the store and purchased a enema, thinking that this would help, “yep” it did that same day, well the next day I was getting my oldest up to go to school and putting pony tails in her hair, but every time I would sit her down between my legs to put one pony tail in I  would have this pain I tried to ignore it but they would stop hurt like every two min, if I touched her head one would come, finally I called my sister and told her I was going  to the hospital meet me there to get the kids, I arrived at the hospital by 8:00am she was delivered by 10:00am I was so relieved and proud, I was proud that I have finally delivered and I did it all by myself except the for the doctors and nurses. Having my children made me the happiest parent and the happiest moment ever.  
 
 

If you don't stand for something you will fall for anything.

 

I believe that success comes from within, if you feel successful than you will be successful.

Making a stand for what you believe in is not that hard, although making a stand for humanity and standing on political issues can sometimes make you fall for anything. I stand to make my name known rather its big, or small; I refuse to fall for all the tricks and defeat.

 
Yesterday the Democratic congressional speech was on, and former President Clinton was speaking, he made a valid point when he spoke about the health care plan that President Obama had developed that would keep us set with health care until 2024, and the amount of money that would be saved; and then he spoke about Congress Man Ryan being against the health care plan that President Obama developed; However, in the same token Ryan has the exact amount of savings that Obama would put in his own budget. "Wow" now who has tricks and deceit? "Hmm," "I'm for Obama!" I will let that be known, I stand for helping the people not hurting the people; and if I could I would go on all of the news stations and spread the new that Obama needs to get four more years to fix the mess that Bush made; If they think the Ryan will help them they have to be crazy. Obama believed in success and he became the President! He came into this with more debt than any President who has ever been in office before him, and now that, they (Politics) see that he is turning around the mess that our former Jack Ass of a former President (humph) Bush! Left him to fix; do the math 101, so they want him to look bad, they want you to believe that the economy is doing its worst ever before, lies all lies. I will stand for Obama!!! I will let that be know, I can't afford to fall for lies. "I'm in the middle class bracket"
 
I'm blessed and highly favored, Woke up Sunday, the devil was busy he stopped my car in the middle of the street, God got it started enough for me to park it in the lot of a store; now my car’s down for three days not knowing how I was going to get it fixed? The part was $83 + $45 core fee. On the second day I went to the store spent $2 on a scratch off and "BAM" I win $100, I'm thanking Jesus for all he has done for me. Day three getting frustrated still no one to fix my car, so I decide to fix it myself, in the middle of fixing the car, I run out to pick up the part and install the alternator; while waiting on the cashier to ring up the customer in front of me, when my girlfriend ask the gentleman if he could install the alternator in my car? The man said "yes," "only if it doesn't rain," I'm telling her no, finally she gave her number, and we leave. An hour later her phone ring and sure enough it was the man from the auto part store. He was on his way to put my alternator on, once he was done I asked him how much he wanted and he replied, " $30, is that ok?" I thanked Jesus for sending him to fix my car and for sending me the money to purchase the alternator. I'm telling everyone that Jesus will answer your prayers if you ask and be diligent in what you ask for. THANK YOU JESUS!!!! I'm shouting it; because, I really mean it, and I want the whole world to hear me. Thanks for sending me blessing in abundance      

A famous quote that I love to say is, “If you believe it, you can achieve it.” I believe that all you have to do is want something, you just have to have faith that it will happen. It will happen no matter what it is that you are trying to achieve, but only if you believe.
I almost went through life asking myself “why haven’t I ever gotten married?  And why is it that I have been working for many years and I’m still not rich? Until I decided to look for the answer I would go around asking these questions to my parents, or one of my teachers; until one day I was attending church, when I asked my pastor those questions about my life, he replied “If you believe it you will achieve it,” however, I never really understood it until I went into the prayer closet and I started asking myself the questions again and then the thought process hit me; I believe that I will be successful and one day I will have a house and a family of my own. Well I have believed in having my own family, and finally since I have been so diligent and believed that I would have a family of my own, I now have my own family, and now I have to believe that I will be successful someday; I just have to ask it and believe that it will happen.